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Love is dumbfound in the settling image of someone's eyes lost and denied, her voice cried You're not this moon nor the sky, novice your hands seems dry Love not being shared. She found the night right with him insight it's slightly tilted, one way Great, fine lets deny ourselves the pleasure of meeting and greeting Jokes apart you're a funny guy replied. While I was once denied Supper it is we agreed Maybe Its Me

Do you wear the name of him on your hand A heart is so unlikely to feel in this world and when it does Do u see, NO you don't your all the same I guess Difference to you, you do not know you see only with your eyes A heart so unlikely to know me. To  know him, to understand One in a million, a fucking mistake No one sees our pain You walk and smile and new figure burnt into your eyes If you could see that heart would it seem the same. My mind is so disillusioned that I hate what I put myself through To keep my heart in some kind of unsatisfied happiness Where tears and crying aren't the same Salt in my wound, my throat dries out

We were friends and then more I would wake up and wish that there was more Sometimes less is more they say This love I feel is never going to look my way A hurt so sore that it burns deep in my skin To were my heart can't beat I'm in too deep, I'm lost in hate and hate to love Crying is a sin in this world A World with people's eyes on people A joke, a story and then maybe another person Dreams my way to hide Have you hidden from yourself, I'm Hidden, hidden to you My greatest fault was to not see, blind to what has been. I had my days, I had my kiss, I had my touch, I had my love Gone! This is why when I cry I sin, wanting wh

Ask a question and ponder on thoughts Thoughts already known, memories long forgotten Intentions longing, intentions unknown Eyes locked on eyes where we share us We'd like to share it all, but nothing's known; nothing's, all that certain Certainty is an uncertain variable Fingers touch as blood flows to my heart stops in certainty of "yes" I'm biased, but we share the same views- in another room I'm the same I, you another you Blank impressions stained but your ideals, my impression permanently scared Scared to love the person whom may never love me, sleep on dreams it's sad I close my eyes, you disappear; if everything could end t

We sit on chairs so high, with smiles so wide Wide like the gaps in our heart You see me as who I am but never look past the rabbits hole The truth of why and where, scares                "Alone" a word people take for granted Look at the scars the way I bleed when these fake smiles lights your night Why we ask Easy to say, hard to explain In great friendships comes great trust We base on trust, our trust were songs rule our lives and we play the instrument Sorry to say you could not see me A band on my arm hides more than you know.

As I opened my self to a girl that I didn't know She whispers we might grow So open more My bed becomes a desert My room is my jail Her skin touching me a key? My wall mounted mind set drops to the floor As I open once more Wider eyes close shut We kiss thinking of others, so sad As I turn to sleep an unfamiliar hand creeps through my back and grabs my heart A beat…another b e   a       t Wake as sun rises Over never to happen again I'm open…dead